I can admit - I am really shy person. I have been like that since I remember. It is hard for me to start conversation with people I don't know.
Here I have turned into quiet, boring person. Why? Because people here don't understand me; they don't understand how it is to be so far away from home. Most of them never had been out of the country. They think that everybody live like they do. And, therefore, they think that's the best way how to live.
They probably think that I'm arrogant or something. Whatever. I don't care. I have ignored my values by trying accepting them. But something is missing - intelligence, wisdom, sincerity. Switch on Disney channel and you will see how "smart" youth is (Yes, my peers watch that stupid channel). They don't want to be the smartest; they want to be the most popular. They don't have high values and that is hard for me because I have.
And REMEMBER! Don't believe about anything you hear, it's probably lies; and don't trust to anybody, he/she probably is lying and will tell everybody what you just said (to make it more interesting probably will add some things up).
I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF!
Here I have turned into quiet, boring person. Why? Because people here don't understand me; they don't understand how it is to be so far away from home. Most of them never had been out of the country. They think that everybody live like they do. And, therefore, they think that's the best way how to live.
They probably think that I'm arrogant or something. Whatever. I don't care. I have ignored my values by trying accepting them. But something is missing - intelligence, wisdom, sincerity. Switch on Disney channel and you will see how "smart" youth is (Yes, my peers watch that stupid channel). They don't want to be the smartest; they want to be the most popular. They don't have high values and that is hard for me because I have.
And REMEMBER! Don't believe about anything you hear, it's probably lies; and don't trust to anybody, he/she probably is lying and will tell everybody what you just said (to make it more interesting probably will add some things up).
I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF!
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