I just don't want to fit in American world. That is not for me.
I'm proud about the place where I come from.

Sometimes when I'm looking into pictures when I was back home, it feels like the girl I see in the pictures is not me - she's happy, beautiful, satisfied with life, always smiling... But know - tired, exhaused, with fake smile...

But there is left just a little bit.
AND I'M FREE! I can manage my own time know. I can decide what to or not. It feels so good!
And Spring is coming, that it what I need.

I won't stand that kind of life for 4 years, so I have understood that it's the right decision to leave this place forever and ever.